Go on...

Will I grab this chance or just let it go again? Would I let my fears beat me one more time, or will I struggle for what's really important to me?...

I always try to figure out which way to chose: the adventurous or the comfortable one? And it keeps getting harder with the age. Now I still have the oppotunities but one day it may be no other way. And when this moment comes I'd regret all the choices I'd ever made. I would hate myself for being such a coward. I don't wanna feel like missing smth...

So, right now I need to believe in what's happening, believe that it's real and it's happening to me. I have to do this if I really want to change something in my life. I should take a risk, shouldn't I?